Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Day 4 - Something You Have To Forgive Someone For

I keep changing my answer on this question.  This is take three, and I'm going for it.

I need to forgive my brother.  He's made me feel unwanted as a sibling.  He's made me feel like I did something wrong, something that I can't pinpoint.  He's made me feel guilty for being the person I am and/or having the characteristics that I do, ones that I'm proud to embody.

I've shed a lot of tears over this lost/strained relationship.  I need to forgive him because as heartbroken as he makes me feel, I can only imagine that he's hurting that much more, for reasons that I can't fathom.  I don't know why my brother pulled away from me, but I can only pray that he finds the healing he needs and that he comes back to our family, ready to love whole-heartedly and unconditionally once more.

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